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April 26 GiftsHe gave me Laughter and love Furniture he thought I needed Jewelry he said I deserved He gave me ten minutes of himself On the phone every day And an email to start my day
He gave me his belief in me Memories of canning peaches After we’d picked them on a hot August day He gave me sand candles we made together A walk doused in a downpour of Oregon rain And said he felt love he had forgotten how to feel
He couldn’t give me the one thing I really needed, really wanted He gave that to her. Now all I have is Furniture, jewelry, the last jar of peaches I can’t bring myself to eat All that stuff He gave me. April 11 Tree People
She sees tree people Standing out in the river Talking softly amongst themselves She says they stop talking when we Approach them and they Turn away, these shy tree folk
The only others who can see them Are the grandchildren who speculate about Whether they are greek tree spirits or Japanese tree spirits, 'kodamas' She likes the theories
She tells of how horrified and surprised The tree people were when Dad cut down The butterfly bushes Their eyes wide, their mouths Open in large O’s She says, ‘you should have seen them!’
Silent on the trip home My daughter asks if I’m ok I don’t know how to be ok When my mother sees such things When the doctors tell us it’s dementia And it will be getting worse.
I hide for days, tearfully mourning my mother who is not gone yet Sherrie, my friend, assures me My mother has just advanced to A spiritual plane the rest of us Haven’t reached yet And I thank the universe for her
Ability to see the world this way For my children whose open minds Allow them to see tree spirits for My mother who sees tree people I may never have noticed their Spirits without her Now I will never look at them without seeing her |
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